14 September 2018 - 20:50
I was hoping that someone could help me with some reasurance (I know its bad, but I am currently struggling really bad) I have started to google 'Attractive men' to see if I am sexually attracted to them. I dont get an erection, I do get anxious about the idea of finding them attractive and then when I am looking at them I notice that they are attractive and have good bodies. I am very confused does this mean that I am gay? Is it normal for a man to notice that other men are good looking and have good bodies? I just don't know anymore. I did read that 'it is normal for people to have some attraction to the same sex' I don't think this is romantic or sexual just apprcaition but with my OCD I have no idea anymore. I have the habbit of checking gay porn and that doesnt really do much for me I once achieved a semi but that was my own fault. I am just really scared that this means something. Any help / advice is appriacted.