17 September 2018 - 20:25
I am really panicing something just ahppened that has never happend before. I was sitting alone with my thoughts doing what they do best and then all of a sudden I said out loud 'What if I am just dennying what I desire' this has sent me into a spiral. I need help, why did I say this? Does this mean something? I have never heard of anyone saying these things out loud just having the thoughts. I feel that this has made it true.