7 July 2019 - 11:13
When i was a kid until 14. I was obsessing and scared about the end of the world, what hapoens when we die, and zombies, i was so scared of zombies and zombie apocalypse. Then as i grew up (18 now) ofcourse those nonsense were gone as i dont have the immature fesr of zombies.
Yesterday i was on the phone with my mom, the line suddenly cut out, but then it git im my head that there are zombie apocalypse or something, i was scared not because of the thought, i was scared because i got the thought, i was scared the horrors i keep thingking when i was a kid is returning. Ofcourse the thoughts are scary but i dont really believe that it is happening, im most scared is that i have to live fearing zombies and zombie apocalypse for a long time again.
i know i dint believe it and im not scared, im just scared that its the fear will happen allover again.
as soon as i got the thought, my thoughts start to snowball