9 July 2014 - 20:45
Hi there, I feel I just can't win, I am so very tired, I have hardly left the house in weeks trying to deal with washing and rewashing because of contamination fears - first from the sewer lid being opened, then another neighbour and the clouds of dust and bits he has made when breaking things up to go in the bins, which have blown over the fence when the washing has been out. When I put washing out I have been on edge all the time listening out for noises from the neighbours. I had just about managed to get most of the rewashing done, and felt I could just about cope again. But now I realise I have made a stupid mistake and have to start all over again, I put some bleach down the sink, and the sink drain sometimes does not drain away and foam will rise up above the grid and has in the past blown around the garden and has blown onto the washing and today has been very windy here, usually if I do something like that I will check the drain but today I didn't and I am just so tired I didn’t think about it until about an hour ago. Although I couldn't see any sign of foam on top of the grid, I am now in panic about contamination again, I had done 3 loads of washing, dried and iron, some has been on the table, some has been put in cupboard with other things, the ironing board and the airers all need cleaning, I have worn a couple of things - where do I start ,where does it all end. I am so very very tired.