28 June 2017 - 4:01
Just on here to vent a little
I am studying away but the last few weeks my head hasnt switched off for a minute and my studies have been on the back burner which I cant afford to do. I wish I had a sleep button!
My OCD was never an issue for my undergrad or masters but since going back again it has been off the chart and had to leave on sick for 2 months so it is good that they are flexible but I am at the stage now where I feel myself slipping again but cant pull my head out of my a**e.
I am waiting on a referral to go back to my shrink, he was helpful before, and some people in the uni are very helpful while others not so much so and some peeps there stress me out. I have managed to keep my problems away from most things and pretty functional but lately cant seem to get a grip of the wee sh**.
The way I look at it, I havent let my OCD get in the way of me leading as normal and happy life as I can, it just makes some things a little harder and time consuming, if I pull the finger out and man up I can do this. Im sure lots of peeps can manage and not let it get in the way, just going to be a little harder but hopefully get through it and if I dont not the end of the world.
Its 4am and just typing crap, gonna go try get some sleeps, its pretty late, failing that ill maybe watch Moana or monsters inc