7 December 2014 - 14:50
Guys I had been hiding this fear of mine from u all. But now the fear is taking a toll on my health. Few years back I was diagnosed having OCD. My fear was, well I dont have courage to talk about it even now. Ok I will say it, I have a fear that I am in a lecture(where there are lots of students) and what if I Fart? From then on I always had this obssession what if I Fart. So I started avoiding going to classes, then I started avoiding public places. I stopped going to playgrounds, gardens, theaters, libraries. I confined myself in home. Whenever a situation appeared in which I had to go outside, i used to go to toilet many times for taking precaution that I should not fart. now even I am afraid that when I go to toilet somebody is hearing my fart. First after taking the tablets I used to feel good. But now even after taking medicine I am not in control of my fear of farting. When I ask my doctor how to deal with the situation he says just fart, but I say doctor I fear of farting. even then he insists do it and that is the only solution. Now I am even scared to go out. And I am getting fever nowadays. My health has started deteriorating. I think I would rather die, but I wont fart. Somebody please help me.