20 May 2020 - 4:45
Just having another wee rant. Susan (what I call my ocd) is kicking the shit out of me. I just want some f**king sleep.
I took today off work because I didnt get any sleep last night and anything I would have written today would have been crap. Had a sick day.
Now 4:40am and still wide awake thinking about shit that doesnt matter. Looks like no sleep again tonight. Susan would you kindly f**k off and let me sleep!? So tomorrow probably going to be a write off too. I'll maybe go for a big ass run (while keeping social distancing of course) and maybe might help. But cant drive to my usual running spot cause been awake well over 36 hours and dangerous to drive. Ummmm maybe I'll walk and find somewhere new with no one around.
On the bright side despite susan being an absolute bitch and I am so tired I dont know what year it is I am still super happy just sleepy
Hope everyone doing well x