Back in April I had a horrible dream which slowly built up to leading me to spend every day worrying I was attracted to the wrong kind of person (I hate even saying the word, begins with P).I’ve initially seen a therapist who diagnosed me with OCD (as well as the NHS) as it got to the point where I was questioning everything about myself.Very slowly my medication I believe is kicking in and I feel a bit better, he gave me some reassurance and I start CBT next week.
This is a bit of a brain dump, so excuse the mess of this post. I’ve never been diagnosed with OCD (that I know of). From an early age, I’ve had twitches. These were always fairly mild, eyes, shoulder twitches etc. I started taking 10mg citalopram in my early twenties due to a combination of paranoia, social anxiety and depression. It seemed to do the trick for a while.