hi, im a 17 yr old male. so yesterday i had a really horrible false attraction and i was super anxious the while time. i found that i produced a tiny bit of precum and started to panic and reassure myself it was just a groinal response, which is still really hard to believe. i was freakijg out so much and hyperventilating that i lost sensation in my face. after listening to classical music and trying to calm down i managed to fall asleep. however, my false attraction invaded my dreams last night and later in the night i had a wet dream.
im really scared about my groinal responses with pocd. yesterday i had a really bad panic attack and everything felt so real. most people here report erections and stuff but is it normal to just produce a tiny amount of precum with no erection??? sometimes i feel a tingle at the tip of my dick and immediately go check to see if theres anything there. this has been happening since the beginning of my pocd but at first i assumed it was nothing because the "tingle" feeling isnt associated with arousal.
so im 17yrs old, a junior in high school and my pocd (or at least i hope it is) has been changing. since the pocd started a while ago ive had false attractions but now its latching on to people who are my age or older but like look young. sometimes i dont even know if they look young for their age at all. but recently what caused me to write this post is i found this youtuber and at first i was like "nah im not attracted to her she looks so young" (but doubted myself) then i learned she was 23 in the video and now im confused.