Hello!I've always had an out-of-the-box way of thinking, where I found myself liking witchy stuff and all. Divination is something that I liked for awhile and astrology too. But, I find that these now stresses me out more than anything else honestly. I'm always scared that I'll see a sign that I have to leave my lovely boyfriend, that I am lesbian, and it hurts because I believe strongly in those signs, but I feel now threatened that they will predict to me some things that I fear the most.
This doesn't sound OCD-induced, you are right. But your question of attraction is really pertinent, since, me, a girl with Hocd, keeps asking the same thing, while thinking that I know what it is.
I am the same... I had Rocd for awhile, but it is mow getting better! So much that when I think about my boyfriend and I, I cry sometimes because I love him so much. It gets me emotional.
But dear god... I had moments just like you where I thought: "Okay that's it...
Honestly, I think, it just says that because the human is a sexual being. It is true that our body can react to everything and anything when it comes to sexual stuff.
But you determine your sexuality by your actions!