“is this just another thought or is it a memory of something I thought? I get the impression that I was thinking about a murder I committed!! If I thought this in the past...then I must of done it?
These memory gaps (a lot of memory gaps in fact) of myself thinking about something throughout a time frame!! Because of my obbession it states that was what I was thinking about!!
I have a fear I have killied someone in my past and forgotten...im constantly going over how I felt in the past..because i have no memory...i can visualise myself living with what I done and feeling like a murderer in the past!! I do remember obsessing about something in the past!!