Hi everyone. A couple of years ago i was watching porn and passed by a video where the thumbnail was child porn. My brain was saying "watch it" and telling me i like it. I was diagnosed with ocd so i just need to know if this is ocd or just me being disgusting.
I relate to the part where u feel like u want it. During masturbation i got a thought of my baby cousin and in the moment i didnt care but when i finished i felt disgusting. I think ocd goes for things that for you are morally wrong.
I feel the same way. I used to get intrusive thoughts about my baby cousin during masturbation but now my heads like "oh thats not an intrusive thought" even tho i know id never want to do anything like that. Its ocd tho it plays with your mind just know that everyone gets messed up thoughts.